止血


今晚食飯o既時候，突然咬到舌頭。

從來都未試過咬得這麼痛，痛得我都要哭出來了。只是，身邊的人會以為我在搞甚麼鬼，那麼大動作。

之後，我不停的在流血o既傷口上灑糖，希望可以快點止血。

就在我等待糖慢慢咁在舌頭上溶掉o既時候，我突然問自己：到底點解要止血？

其實我早就已經失去所有力量了。

無能力再走下去。

每天努力不停的走，不停的為著不清晰的目標走著。

到底為著甚麼呢？又要走到那裡才算達到目標呢？

後來

曲：玉城千春 | 詞：施人誠 | 編：王繼康
後來 我總算學會了如何去愛 可惜你早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白 有些人 一旦錯過就不再
梔子花白花瓣 落在我藍色百褶裙上
愛你 你輕聲說 我低下頭聞見一陣芬芳
那個永恆的夜晚 十七歲仲夏 你吻我的那個夜晚
讓我往後的時光 每當有感歎 總想起當天的星光
那時候的愛情 為什麼就能那樣簡單
而又是為什麼 人年少時 一定要讓深愛的人受傷
在這相似的深夜裡 你是否一樣 也在靜靜追悔感傷
如果當時我們能 不那麼倔強 現在也不那麼遺憾
你都如何回憶我 帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來 有沒有人能讓你不寂寞
永遠不會再重來 有一個男孩 愛著那個女孩

金剛 謝霆鋒

作曲: 曾加謀 填詞: 黃偉文 編曲: 王雙駿

無堅不摧 鐵石般的心也盡碎
還沒有崩潰的 不是人
除非金剛化身 你說有多狠
才能刺得穿 這盔甲
才揭露裡面 血肉正抖震

+ 誰要劃上裂痕 也可試試對我狠心
若要令我動容 我謹此深表遺憾

# 明天再哭 恕我今天有事忙
連傷心也暫時備案 武裝得不似有心肝
遲些再講 恕我不需要病床
如果忍眼淚如煉鋼 強如我
又要幾多重創 一副不死身
需要多死心 至合襯
曾亦愛得兇狠 一子錯
而給她將了軍 據說夠不幸
誰人也可得 這盔甲來隔絕愛恨
百毒不侵
repeat #

I deserve this

Whatever I did was just too wrong...

now... i.hated.myself. I didn't know why I did this, I couldn't explain it

All I know is that it's just WAY too late now, there's nothing I can do about it...except for letting it go.

I hate it when I try to bug people like this when I know perfectly well that it won't do any good, or make any change to the current situation. I know it just annoyed people...

So why am I doing it?

I just want/wish to make things better... but guess what, I know clearly that it had just made it worst. There's no use.

And... come to think about it, what I did was just way too wrong which I just had to stick with it. There's really nothing I can do...

Why am I being so stupid!? Not just about making wrong decisions, but also using a worse way to express my need to make things right...

.very.frustrated. but I guess, still, it won't make any difference

我真的受傷了

作詞：王菀之　作曲：王菀之　編曲：江建民

窗外陰天了　音樂低聲了　我的心開始想你了

燈光也暗了　音樂低聲了　口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外陰天了　人是無聊了　我的心開始想你了

電話響起了　你要說話了　還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了　是你變了　是你變了

燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了　滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂　我的心真的受傷了

P.F.M.

Finally, I've come to a full circle and realize what love is
I've come back, oh man I'm so sorry, how could have I hurt you
I've come home, and I'm so sorry
can you please forgive me, please forgive me
How could I done all the things to hurt you
Can you please forgive, please forgive me

Finally, I've come to a full circle and realize what love is
I've come back, oh man I'm so sorry, how could have I hurt you
I've come home, and I'm so sorry
can you please forgive me, please forgive me
How could I done all the things to hurt you
Can you please forgive, please forgive me
Can you please forgive, please forgive me

Finally, I've come to a full circle and realize what love is

Blessing

曲：張敬軒/常石磊 | 詞：黃沾 | 編：

攜手山野間 眾山青青 讓我傾耳聽 爺爺輕輕告知
那些幽清 是先驅的笑聲 窮蒼 儘是快樂感覺
前人留福蔭 都化春風暖世間

* 投身山野間 教小小子認識星星
微笑執小手 說光晶晶
完全精英的眼睛 人間全賴有好英雄
豁出種種英勇 為人類造了美境

# THEY ARE BLESSING OUR CHILDREN
THEY ARE BLESSING OUR NATION
還令到我們抱擁了繽紛
THEY ARE BLESSING OUR CHILDREN
THEY ARE BLESSING OUR NATION
要緊記幸福要我們俗世先驅遺蔭

Repeat * #

種種愛是力量 帶動世上你與我的夢想
今天享有的幸福 全令讓我感恩 全賴有 啊

Repeat # #

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Scared to be caught up

My head is going through some of the scariest thoughts right now.

The last time I thought about these things was probably around summer of 2003, when we started to become very close friends. I am totally clear on the fact that he's IS NOT my type. But for some reason, I realized that I am doing a little bit too much FOR him... which actually scares me a lot. I am afraid of being caught up. I really don't want to re-do the history.

And, for some reason, I don't know why I felt a bit sad when he said he may leave next year. This is not a good sign. I told myself.

I will stop this. Yes I will.

I should probably start blogging

I constantly have thoughts that I wanted to put it down in writing but never get the chance to do so. So I thought I should really start blogging.

I hope I can keep this place at secret as possible so I can really blog about the people I know, and say things about them and their relationship with me.